Friday, April 21, 2006


My friend made this for me, it is my character in kro, isn't it awesome?!

Monday, April 10, 2006

Look at me go!
I ignore this thing forever, and then all of a sudden, a bizzillion posts all in a row...
Don't worry, have faith, I'll be ignoring this little site again real soon.
Some day my video game is gonna come back on, and all will be well againXD
Yes, so forgive the compulsive blogging, as you see, all my distractions seem to have faded away this weekend, and somehow or another, I found myself left with countless hours on my own;)
Twas all good tho, after a weekend like the one I had some time to myself was muchly appreciated. Aside from which, I'm about due for a good rant anyway...
And mother of the year award goes too....
Not me.
After a wonderful Saturday at the beach, first picnic out, daughter decides to wander away from me while going around a building, I find her a block away, with some strangers, and ofcourse, cops on the way. Took her what? 30 seconds?!
Go figure.
Who knows what the end result of that was.
Add to it, the $$$ in grocieries I woke up to on Sunday morning spread all across my house.
This little tasmanian devil, I tell you! (let's not forget the aid of her sister)
She needs duck tape.
So ofcourse, I freak out absolutely, and the end result was a spanking in front of the cop(to husbands dismay), a day in the corner, and another with no food.
Made them go from breakfast to supper without! (I've tried everything else)
During supper we ofcourse discussed children in Ethiopia and Africa who had none, and everyone made a solomn promise not to do this again...
(ofcourse, it is now 2am, and the loaf of bred, I just noticed, is gone)
Do parents ever win?
Gee I'm sorry mum!
That's about all I can say to that.
Ah well, I went into this weekend feelin a little off gaurd, things in my head needing sorted out...
I end it, feelin, well, all alone in never never land....I mean like, man, no one I talk to is around!!!
That's it, put my video game back online!!!
Can't you see I have no life without you....
*Cries aloud
Anyway friends, hope all is well.
The Fight Within
The old Cherokee elder was teaching his grandchildren about life. He said to them, "A fight is going on inside me... it is a terrible fight and it is between two Wolves.

The Black Wolf represents fear, anger, envy, greed, arrogance, self-pity, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego. He hates life and wants to fight everyone.

The Gray Wolf stands for joy, peace, love, hope, sharing, kindness, friendship, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion, and faith. He loves everyone, wishing good health and love to all.

This same battle between the Wolves is going on inside you and inside every other person, young and old." The children thought about it for a minute, and then one child asked his Grandfather, "Which Wolf will win?"

The old Cherokee simply replied..."The one you feed."


Soft peaceful mother, clothed in silken dress,
Whisper so softly, so sweetly
Amidst the gulls cries of Eastern shore

Ancient, timelesss, wrapped in white,
Sometimes frozen snow
From great void you stretched,
Giving Birth to us all.

Remind me now, of seas deep breath,
Pounding, rythm slow,
This is not heartbeat, here this flow,
But the soft sweet touch of leth

And the rememberance that,
In time, all things,
Shall come to pass.

Saturday, April 08, 2006

Last left off there was confusion,
Don't know what I'm sayin to you...
Mixin signs and omens playin
Worshipped goddess, sunset demon?
Am I loosin you now?

Lines are crossing barriers changin,
What the hell?
Ur confusin me now...

Damned these mental spaces...
Arguements in my head
Pulled back a second, just withdrawn
Gotta clear my head

Virgins dress in red.
Oh tell me why,
You sit and cry,
Oh tell me what is it I have done?

Lift up your eyes,
Unto the sky now,
Oh tell me please healin has begun

Oh tell me why,
We are where we are now,
Oh tell me now just, what I'm to do?
Lost inside this creepin feelin
Flyin so far away
Skies are grey they're deeply chillin
Got no time for the blues

No not today

It's not real but its beginning,
To influence me,
Gives me room and gets me breathing
Fresh start every day.

It's not real it's just a feelin
Thought they'd all gone away?

What was that a smile*
Long time since I smiled

*Best tuck that away

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

Sing to Me

Sing to me softly, of your past
Sing to me softly, for these moments,
They do not last.

Sing to me softly, of an old dream,
And what's to come
Is it real, inside this hollow

Built on a dream and time and sorrow
Built on a dream of one tomorrow
Sing to me now

Sing to me now, so softly
for tomorrow...
What's in a dream?
Remeber that theme?

Sing to me softly, of tomorrow

Monday, April 03, 2006

1000 YAYYY!!!

Wow! Guys!
Over 1000 visitors to my lonely little website!
I feel all special and important! Why don't some of you viewers drop me a comment here and there? Tell me what you think of this place...
Any way enough of the happy...
I have some sad news...
I broke a boys heart last night, and have been feeling rather bad about it...
So, seeing as to how I know you have been on here... I would like to make a very public apology!
Dragonis, you are an absolutely wonderful, charming and enchanting person...I am delighted to know you!
You did not deserve what I did to you, nor did I mean for to hurt you...I like you alot you know.
I can not say this enough.
I am very sorry!!!!