Saturday, January 31, 2009

White wedding dancing, hopes and dreams,
The eyes of a little girl, and all she ever dreamed.
It's happening, it's happening, it's happening for me.
A chance to make a difference. A chance to heal the pain.
A chance at new beginnings, to let go of all old pains.
But now?
It's just another shadow, a cornerstone you see,
Something that got swept along, and doesn't mean that much to me.
Three months of a fairytale, no happily ever after meant for me.
Three months of a fairytale then the end for me.
The guides they have all spoken and the way through has been made clear.
Six months with which to heal this, oh god home is drawing near.
Fought so hard this lifetime, to heal from the past.
Fought so hard this lifetime, but cannot make it last.
Three months was all it took now, to destroy all hopes and dreams.
Six months is all they give now...
Goodbye once again.

2 Comments:

Blogger 5windsOfvenus said...

oh baw.... it will all work out you will see the fairy tale you might care to dream is only soon to come.... life will climb up for you, it won't keep following the same cycle... feel that space in the future where it is all good health and happiness and without a doubt you find yourself there sooner then you know...

9:17 PM  
Blogger Nephilim said...

you are beautiful and poetic.
You've no idea.
I hope life is treating you as a dream as well

2:00 PM  

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